Love........................................................................................ K, honestly I admit that I'm really really stupid about love. I can fall in love with someone but I don't know how to take care about our relationship. I'm too careless. I'm too stupid about love. Yes, I admit it.

That's why I can't stay with a long time with my couple. I don't know why. I still love my ex. I know it stupid when we still love our ex. But it's the true. When I'm with him, I feel safety. He always make me smile and he always make me cry too :'D But whatever it is, I still love him. I still waiting for him.

I know it's stupid. But I don't know why my heart still want waiting for him. I'm too young for him. I care about it. His already finish his spm. But me? Next year baru nak ambik pmr. See? Perbezaan umur kami jauh sangat. Sangat.

His promise with me that he will waiting for me. And yeahh... I'm still waiting for him too. But promise is promise. Tak ramai orang akan tepati dengan janji yang mereka telah buat. Until now, I still don't know anything about him. I don't know a news about him.

SS said to me before they finished their exam : Dia selalu mengelak kalau aku cakap pasal kau. And I was like... Ohhh k. I'm sad right now. I wanna cry ! Then suddenly SS said back to me : Jangan lah sedih. Nanti dia cari lah kau balik lepas habis spm. 

I know SS lied to me. He said like that supaya aku tak sedih, tak menangis. SS cakap macam tu sebab nak jaga hati aku je sedangkan yang sebenar nya dia memang dah betul-betul lupakan aku. How sad my life, right? I don't know what I feel right now. Almost one week spm  finished, but his still not contact me yet. Maybe something happen and it make his can't contact me. Aku selalu cakap macam tu untuk tenangkan hati aku je. Sad right? Ha ha. I know it said.

And now, I already make a decision Next year, I will take a big exam. Lulzz. PMR. Penilaian Menengah Rendah. So I wish I can make the best for this exam. And I need to stop think about this crazy love. I need move one even thought my heart still waiting for him but I need move on. It's hurt me too much. Insyaallah, I can :) Pray for me maybe?

Hahaha k this topic make me feel so awkward. Luzz I don't know why :3