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Hi readers :) Assalamualaikum.

Semalam genaplah setahun aku kenal dia. Yess aku menangis. Lulzz apakah? :O Nothing happened between us but I feel so sad cause he don't have beside me when I need him. He's gone. He's ...... Busy. Busy with the exam that will coming around. His not call me. But his friend, SS, make me feel so guilty. I don't know why but I think and I feel SS angry and sad over me. The reason is not clear yet but from his attitude, I know it.

What I've done to you, SS? I think you closely with me cause him. But I'm wrong. You closely with me because you just want be friend with me. Yeahhh I don't care about it but I thought you can help me in this problem. But I'm wrong, again. You not help me at all. You always teasing me but I don't care all that. i just want you help me. Hmmm.

I'm crying and crying and .... Lulzz I make a stupid things ! Crying over someone that gone away is stupidless. I'm just miss him. Heyyy I don't want be too emotionally in this blog :b Last night, I had whatsapp with Nadzira and I sent her a copy of my memo that I made it from my phone. She said, it so sad and she pity of me. Yess Nadzira. I'm also pity with myself. How all of this can turn like this?


I wish you were here. Lulzz wanna know one secret? Ek'ehem. I can't hear a song Wish You Were Here sang by Avril Lavigne. Cause that song make me remind of him. Dulu his always give that song to me when I'm wake-up from my sleep. When I check my phone, his already sent me a wish text morning and a lyric of that song. That song remind me of him. That song remind me of us.


Okay aqilah. Don't be too emotionally in this blog. Well I always hold my tears. I don't want cry. Yes. I hate that feeling.

*whisper* psssst, i love you MHS. Even you far away from me but my heart still waiting for you and I'm really miss you so much :')

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: Dissapointed, Sad