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Hi assalamualaikum.

Exam mid-term already start. And and... Yeahh I feel sooooooooooooo nervous ! Idk why.. Bcs one of my teacher said "After this mid-term exam, one month after that you all will have trial for PMR and yess you all can count how many days PMR will come." This words make me very nervous and scared and flutter and aaaaaaaaa I'm scared ! Really really scared. Ohh my finger is shiver right now~

Um when someone mention about PMR with me suddenly my heart will stop and my brain will blank! Am I ready enough for PMR? Not yet.. Honestly, I'm not ready yet for PMR. Many things I'm not prepare yet. I need re-read back and do revision for all 8 subjects from form 1 until form 3. Oh that is so many !

Idk how Hasan, Syahmee and Nisa can get straight A's in PMR. Hasan and Syahmee got 9A's. Not 8A's okay. Yess that is so amazing. How they can get so many A's?!! What they eat?!! What they read?!! What they did until get that many A's?!!!!! Pls tell me how you all can scored for PMR..

Now May. PMR in October. Yes five months left, aqilah~ Aaaaaaaa I'm really scared. Seriously I feel like wanna forget about ridiculous things, especially about "love" Oh that is not important at all. He can focus and get a flying marks without contact with me, then I can too. Even he miss me deeply or haha idk what he feel actually. Maybe he really not miss me at all. Wow my English is broken now.. Just trust in yourself and prove to him that you can  get a flying marks too, Aqilah..

Hm wanna know something? Last year, idk why but from early month until he get his result, I'm always pray for him. Idk why.. Don't ask me why! Maybe bcs.... Once time he asked me, "Are you prayed for us? Haha just asking." And suddenly from that day I'm always pray for us but then yeahhhh blablablabla.. Syahmee always asked me to pray for him and you for your SPM and I was like.... Okay, I will prayed for both of you. Haaaa since that day I always pray for you. I hope you will be fine wherever you are now. And if you want go away from me, pls tell me. I will not disturbed you anymore :) I'm fine. If you are fine without me, then I will be fine too without you..

Whatever it is, I hope this mid term exam will be okay. The result will be fine. I'm really, really hoping.

Assalamualaikum.

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