Wednesday, June 5, 2013 @ 11:32 AM Hi assalamualaikum.I'd changed my blogskin for the.......... Okay i don't know for how many times. Haha anyway it looks good right? :-)) Seems like childish, yes that is so me haha. Hey i think i have change a little. I mean, already become matured. Dari segi fikiran and cara cakap~ I hope i wll changed. Really want be a matured girl. Even i know it will looks sucks sometime but i don't care. This year im already 15 and if im still in a childish thinking, it will just make people annoying~ I guess. Oh yaa im really, really afraid with the result mid term :-)) No A's for this exam. How cool right? :-D Really, really disappointed with myself. Um maybe because I'd a fever while exam so that can't focus hundred percent. Um really afraid with my parents response if they know about my result. They will feel so disappointed than what I feel right now. I'm sorry, ibu ayah :( But I know this is just a challenge and a test for me to study harder than before. And now I'm realized. I'm trying handle my time as well bcs I don't want waste my whole day with a ridiculous things. And the last thing is..... Ohh haha I'd dreamt about him last night. I mean um sorry I forgot which night okay wtv. However it is, that dreamt was such a nice dreamt for me :-)) Even it just a dreamt but I'm really feel it. And when I woke up urghhh why it just a dreamt?!! I'm looking for my mom and hug her from behind and said "Mom, know what? I had a nice dreamt. I mean it is a sweet dream." And my mom was like, "WHat are you dreaming about?" Haha I'm laughing then said, "I'd dreamt about my ustaz :-)) It was a sweet dream you know? Haih, why it just a dream? :( But I'm okay with it. Well you know, in that dream I saw our family treat him so well. You serve him a cup of coffee while ayah and Nisa treat him so good. I'm really happy with it." And my mum just laughing into burst and leave me alone~ How sad am I? I'm so excited story with her and she can just leave me alone~ Sad aqilah is so sad haha Okay that's all. Assalamualaikum. Labels: Dissapointed, Excited, Happy., Sad |