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Well, it's a long time I'm not update my blog. Yeahh many problem come to me and I think all of that is my fault :) Everybody makes a mistake. Nobody perfect. And I admit it, I'm not perfect but I try to be perfect. Heart. Feelings. Love. Hmm. I have a problem with all of that words. Why? Cause all of that make me very disappointed, I feel like want cry whole of day. See? I have a problem with that words.

My heart.
Sometimes I can't understand what my heart feel. I can't feel it. I don't understand it. I can't get it. I can't... I can't....

Feelings.
Lately I feel very happy. When I'm in school, I'll be very busy cause this week is final exam. Recess time, I will stay in the hall, study with my friend. When I back home, my phone will received whatsapp from Farah. We're so close in whatsapp. But when I want go to bed, slowly my tears will come out. Why? Why my feelings like this? Why?

Love.
My love.. Heh *sigh* My love so busy right now. What can I said is I'm so stupid cause let him go. Why I can realize that I still love him? Why I'm so stupid let him go? So easily I let him go. But I'm do all of that with a reason. I need sacrifice my love for everyone. I need to do that. What I'm through right now is a sacrifice for him and me and our love. But I hope all of this will end a few days.. Or maybe a few months.. Or maybe a few years :') I don't know. I know I'm so stupid cause still love him. Plus I'm don't have his number to call or text. I don't have his address to visit him. I don't know where he live. What I know is his school. His school near with my school. Hmm. Every time I saw his school, I will remember him immediately. Dude, I still love you. Did you still love me? Did you still remember me? Did you still remember our silly relationship? Hmm. I miss all of that, dear. If you still remember, you give me a key-chain. That key-chain shape like a love and it write "friend" I always bring it to school and when I wanna exam, I will bring it out from my pencil case and put it near the paper. I hope when I see that key-chain, I will remember you and make me very strength to answer all the question :') But now that key-chain is missing ! I'm so careless. I thought I put that key-chain in my car but when I'm looking back, I'm didn't find it. Hmm what can I do? But I know even that thing is missing, my love for you not missing yet. Lol hahahaha.

So let's end this story. I think my description for 'Love' is too long. Lol thanks for reading. But I think I need to stop think about all of that, ridiculous thing. Well to me it's not important for right now cause I think what is important right now is my final exam. Those things I can think it when I'm freedoooooom from ma final exam :3 

But he's always on my mind and ma heart :3 I can't forget about him.

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